Right now I've calmed down enough to realize my spotting yesterday may have been caused by the sonogram on Thursday. It has happened before with a sonogram. I don't know why it didn't occur to me till this afternoon when I was at a baby shower and was relieved to see no blood on a ladies room break. (Sorry to be so graphic.) Or it could have been a minor nick on the cyst. I think if it had burst at 5cm, then there would have been a lot more blood.
Must have been pale as a ghost last night and my wonderful hubby helped calm me down. All I could think of was how I had some how messed up my last chance. I'm still a little worried, but not massively freaked out like I was last night. Tiny, tiny spot this morning, but then no more blood today. I was so freaked out last night I took an extra BCP. I may take extra ones till the 5th just to be sure.
Thinking that my side effects (like dizzy) may be merely from the cyst itself. (Or the freak out!) Not surprised that I had one as I had started cramping on occasion. I'm not bleeding today, so I'm hoping and hoping that the sonogram caused it. If I'm ok till Monday, then I will be able to breath a sigh of relief. If I'm not, I will contact Dr. Patel in India. As long as I am not bleeding, I will try not to worry.
In other news, if all goes well, I will have my cyst aspirated in India. Not ideal (will be alone initially and I will have to undergo general anesthesia), but I don't have much of a choice. Was able to confirm that my OB/GYN had been talking about laparoscopy and Dr. Patel said that she would have to cancel the cycle if I did that. Dr. I's staff (and he) were using laparoscopy and aspiration interchangeably (they most certainly are NOT) and after a series of confusing discussions with his staff, I was finally able to clarify with him on Friday morning. Apparently he DOES NOT aspirate, and told me that an infertility clinic would have to do that.
We have a really good infertility clinic here (ACRM) that we have used for all of our initial tests, but the chance I would be able to get an appointment in time are very slim. Not to mention that it most certainly WOULD NOT be covered under insurance. My old company insurance covered some things, but my husband's BCBS covers next to nothing for infertility. The mere fact something is done at an infertility clinic usually means they won't pay for it. The money we have spent at the infertility clinic does not even go against our yearly deductible.
Just as well. My husband did not have a warm and fuzzy about my having it so close to international travel. And my travel to India is not direct - it usually takes about 36 hours of travel time. I don't sleep well on planes, trains, or automobiles (all of which I have to take), so it's best to do it in India. Dr. Patel said she would do it and she did it last time. Pretty sure she didn't even charge us extra. Hopefully it doesn't affect the cycle.
Please keep your hopes/prayers/warm wishes for me that it was just a result from the sonogram and that I will have a successful cycle in Anand.
Must have been pale as a ghost last night and my wonderful hubby helped calm me down. All I could think of was how I had some how messed up my last chance. I'm still a little worried, but not massively freaked out like I was last night. Tiny, tiny spot this morning, but then no more blood today. I was so freaked out last night I took an extra BCP. I may take extra ones till the 5th just to be sure.
Thinking that my side effects (like dizzy) may be merely from the cyst itself. (Or the freak out!) Not surprised that I had one as I had started cramping on occasion. I'm not bleeding today, so I'm hoping and hoping that the sonogram caused it. If I'm ok till Monday, then I will be able to breath a sigh of relief. If I'm not, I will contact Dr. Patel in India. As long as I am not bleeding, I will try not to worry.
In other news, if all goes well, I will have my cyst aspirated in India. Not ideal (will be alone initially and I will have to undergo general anesthesia), but I don't have much of a choice. Was able to confirm that my OB/GYN had been talking about laparoscopy and Dr. Patel said that she would have to cancel the cycle if I did that. Dr. I's staff (and he) were using laparoscopy and aspiration interchangeably (they most certainly are NOT) and after a series of confusing discussions with his staff, I was finally able to clarify with him on Friday morning. Apparently he DOES NOT aspirate, and told me that an infertility clinic would have to do that.
We have a really good infertility clinic here (ACRM) that we have used for all of our initial tests, but the chance I would be able to get an appointment in time are very slim. Not to mention that it most certainly WOULD NOT be covered under insurance. My old company insurance covered some things, but my husband's BCBS covers next to nothing for infertility. The mere fact something is done at an infertility clinic usually means they won't pay for it. The money we have spent at the infertility clinic does not even go against our yearly deductible.
Just as well. My husband did not have a warm and fuzzy about my having it so close to international travel. And my travel to India is not direct - it usually takes about 36 hours of travel time. I don't sleep well on planes, trains, or automobiles (all of which I have to take), so it's best to do it in India. Dr. Patel said she would do it and she did it last time. Pretty sure she didn't even charge us extra. Hopefully it doesn't affect the cycle.
Please keep your hopes/prayers/warm wishes for me that it was just a result from the sonogram and that I will have a successful cycle in Anand.
Prayers and good wishes to you. Some women have what they call "breakthrough bleeding" and depending on when I would start BCP, my nurse would warn me that I may experience it. Maybe that is it with you too. If it is, it's normal.
ReplyDeleteI hope so. Funny how our mind just automatically goes to the worst thing possible.
DeleteThanks for all your support!
DeleteI hope this all works out and is just breakthrough bleeding or post-sonogram bleeding. Thinking of you xxx
ReplyDeleteThank you! It really means a lot to have positive feedback from you guys.
DeleteSending heaps of warm wishes and lots of hugs for your journey xx
ReplyDeleteThanks! And I will copy what I have said to others - having support of blog buddies helps so much!
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